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Sunday, March 31, 2013

Happy Easter All

Remembering our baby girl today. She was smart, she was beautiful, she was important. This was Coco at 18 years old. A watercolor I did when ready to remember every curve of her cheek, every expression I loved. I know she is helping her dad right now just like she did when they were the best  work team on the farm, Love her.

Sunday, March 17, 2013

I Confess

Today I am not very proud of my behavior. Today I hurt someone I love, not purposely but thoughtlessly. Ever done that?

Tuesday, March 12, 2013

music to sigh by

Today a friend brought us some CD's of music to rest with. Dave loved the Buddha Journey during Acupuncture and is sleeping now, which is a blessed thing. The two of us never did spend a great deal of time together until now and I think it is indeed a strain for him. I can at least walk around the block and take 5. Thank you Mary for making his dream walk possible.

Saturday, March 09, 2013


Message this morning hit home...

Sence the best out of love
Dare the dream........standing, walking, driving
Feel the power .........positive affirmations only
Tempt the not doubt it is how to learn
Know the truth...........full disclosure
Rise negative thinking
Be the is the better person thing to be.

Friday, March 08, 2013


Mea Culpa dear readers for yesterday's post. I am struggling with finding Me. She seems to have disappeared amongst the medical equipment and higher needs of my Guy. I keep reminding myself of  the response of a dear one when I was very down that this is enough of  "the pity party"I need to come to terms with the new world and find my Bliss again and only I can do that. I was so much more able 23 years ago, even 10 years ago when my world changed. Now I am sore, exhausted and bounce left......but the necessity is still there....only I can change how I feel.

Thursday, March 07, 2013


Fear, anxiety, stiff and sore...
discouragement,despair,failure,loneliness,exhaustion,boredom,hopelessness,anger,sad friendless, burdened, joyless, empty, ugly, old,  afraid....very afraid....and very alone

Tuesday, March 05, 2013

Time to say goodby

Tomorrow I will bite the bullet and drive the new Medivan. My Princess will stay in the garage, alone and without me to show her the sites. I think our days are numbered. I was silly and did not do the test drive in the van. Bruce and Lorrette both tried to reason with a sore, exhausted, emotional wreck and the wreck dumb am I. So tomorrow, I will take the first trip and hope I remember about gear shifts, manual lights and that I am 4 feet longer.....

Friday, March 01, 2013


I have had a plan to paint a pic of the Grandson for his graduation with a bit of a message added in Caligraphy. I know what picture and have written a list of 20 things every young gentleman must have........can I do it,  2 months to go......

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