Plans

I Need to keep very busy this week. My favorite grandson is graduating and because of recent events I cannot go. But man did I try to get there every which way possible. Lots of tears this week, afterall I delivered the little baby boy and have been there for band concerts, Kiwanis music festivals, his return from far off places and never missed a birthday. It's been a great trip Morgan, thanks for all the great memories. You are a rocket of possibility.....life is yours, all yours, keep me posted .

Yes ?...still kicking

Still here and appreciating the beauty of the spring. Hope, there is art in my future....have so many ideas right now and no energy or time to do anything about it. Had a dream last night of Great Canadian Geese flying into the red and gold sunset all orange, red gold and teal.....need to bring up some paper and color so the urge is actuallized.

April 15 th

She died April 15th...it was Easter Sunday.....today her Dad and I sit together praying again for a life....his life. We are watching the IV fluid carrying his hope flow down the tubing into his body. It is our Field Of Dreams. We know she is nearby and in some way carrying him closer to a healthy body. They were both Health Nuts and healthy living was a goal they understood together......

Happy Easter All

Remembering our baby girl today. She was smart, she was beautiful, she was important. This was Coco at 18 years old. A watercolor I did when ready to remember every curve of her cheek, every expression I loved. I know she is helping her dad right now just like she did when they were the best  work team on the farm, Love her.

I Confess

Today I am not very proud of my behavior. Today I hurt someone I love, not purposely but thoughtlessly. Ever done that?

music to sigh by

Today a friend brought us some CD's of music to rest with. Dave loved the Buddha Journey during Acupuncture and is sleeping now, which is a blessed thing. The two of us never did spend a great deal of time together until now and I think it is indeed a strain for him. I can at least walk around the block and take 5. Thank you Mary for making his dream walk possible.

TUT

Message this morning hit home...

Sence thepromise.............do the best out of love
Dare the dream........standing, walking, driving
Feel the power .........positive affirmations only
Tempt the fear...........do not doubt it is how to learn
Know the truth...........full disclosure
Rise above...................no negative thinking
Be the light...................it is the better person thing to be.